Archive for November, 2008

24
Nov
08

Chapter 7 – You got some ’splainin’ to do!

Chapter 7 – You got some ’splainin’ to do!

Her senses came back slowly. The feel of the bed, blankets, clothing. The light penetrating her eyelids, demanding attention. She moved a leg and heard it whisper as it slid between the sheets. She felt warm and cozy and didn’t want to open her eyes. As she lay there she listened as birds twittered outside and a lawnmower droned off in the distance. Soon a new sensation began to make itself more prevalent as a tightness formed in her abdomen. “This isn’t good”, she thought to herself, “What does this feeling mean? Am I getting ill?” In a sudden flash it came to her. “I gotta go!”. She was confused as to what she was supposed to do until another insight painted a picture in her mind as to what her course of action should be. In a jerky motion she pulled back the covers, sat up and then kicked her legs off the bed. Brrr, it was a little chilly!  She stepped into the hallway and entered the bathroom….

GoSpeed left the bathroom, a bit shocked by what she had to do. She’d heard about it, but never had to releive herself before. Well, dummy, she thought, you’ve never eaten before either. She stood in the hallway now fully awake and energized. She looked at her room, looked at Sarah’s room, the foyer before her and then to the master bedroom on the right. She froze on the spot when half remembered dreams came back to her. The images were mostly from the grid, blocky, jerky, and full of mismatched textures. But one image stood out, it was from this place and it was “high defintion”. “Oh my, did I really do that?” She placed a hand over her mouth as if to stifle a gasp. She peaked into the bedroom and saw Iza and Rav still asleep. Yes, she did it and it didn’t feel right. She did something wrong. Why it felt wrong she couldn’t say.

Rav stirred, opened his eyes and looked at GoSpeed. By the look on his face the memory was still fresh in his mind. Go wanted to be invisible at that moment and slink away to a corner. Seeing her discomfort Rav softened his expression and motioned her to go back to her room. He quickly dressed himself and went to her room. “Let’s go downstairs and talk”, he said. Go followed him downstairs and they sat on the couch. As she nervously fidgeted on the couch Go powered up the laptop so she could type to Rav.

“So, did you sleep well?”  asked Rav.

Go shook her head no.

“I didn’t either.  Seems I had a visitor in my room last night who was rather affectionate.”

Go blushed, averted her eyes and looked down at the keyboard.

“Do you remember entering my room?”

She shook her head yes.

“Well I don’t know what it was all about but what you did was inapproprite. Not only kissing me but my wife!”

Go blushed even more and hung her head in embarrasment. “How could I do that? I’m such a weirdo!”, she thought.

“Now listen, I know your life on the grid was pretty carefree and liberal, but here in real life things are a bit more conservative. The consequences of your actions are a bit more unpleasant here.”

Go typed out “I am sorry. I don’t know what I was doing. I think I was sleep walking.”

“It’s OK, No major harm was done. But there may be hell to pay if Iza remembers it and takes offense. You know she says you’re my ‘kid’.” Rav smiled and continued, ” I’ll do what I can to teach you what you need to know to make it here.”  (Assuming she would stay a permanent feature here, she could just magically disappear as easily as he appeared).

Go relaxed and smiled, feeling a sense of relief. To her the past day was incredibly overwhelming.The world showed no signs of letting up with new discoveries and problems to overcome. Well, if she can go potty and not freak out then the rest can’t be too tough.

Rav saw her grin and guessed that he put her at ease. Looking at the clock he noticed it was 8AM and he was hungry.

“Are you hungry?

Yes! She shook her head vigorously.

“I’ll make some omlettes. Why don’t you rez some fresh clothes and come over and lend me a hand. I promise not to look!”

Go clapped her hands together and smiled brightly at the invitation. Cooking! This should be fun!……..

23
Nov
08

The month in pictures

The month in pictures

I’m trouble! Right Veyron??

Trouble comes in pairs

Whoops! Sorry about the hairspray in your eye Jeza!
Me and Jeza May

Posing for a few pics

At the falls

Visited the Great Wall
Mao Sim

Caught flack for being black
A glow in the dark

Yay! Rez day #2
Fighting with Vint over her gun

A trip to the spa
Girls night out at Cocoloco - 4

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12
Nov
08

DJ GoSpeed @ The Clocktower in Edloe 5-7pm SLT tonight!

DJ GoSpeed @ The Clocktower in Edloe 5-7pm SLT

Tonight we revisit Motown with at least one solid hour golden oldie Motown and soulful music. Also, in anticipation of the Royal Caledonian Air Force’s exodus to IL2:Sturmovik I will feature flight related tunes. Vrooom!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't mess with Edloe

And, oh, Mr D.T., if you want to show your sorry butt here tonight go right ahead. “Captain Jackie” over here promises that Damage will be disabled. Admit it boy, you fear me. Muahahahahahahaha!!!!

11
Nov
08

May we never forget

May we never forget

In memory of those who served
They gave their time, their loyalty, and some of them their very lives to protect us
Service Dress Blues

Never forget

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11
Nov
08

Happy Frigging Rez day

Happy Frigging Rez day

What had been a fairly nice day went to sh*t within the space of 20 minutes. Somebody misunderstood something I said and preceded to tear me a new one. I asked what I could do to clear up the confusion but was met by silence. I did give a clarification that I hope would mollify the bad feelings I unintentionally created.I don’t know if it will help or not. It seems people will find fault with what you say and proceed to run with it reaching conclusions you never intended. If only they would come to me so I could explain.

Moments before that I overheard someone dear to me trash talk and belittle me to their friend. I was there for 10 minutes as I heard my name drug through the mud. I felt so betrayed by this. The trust is all but gone now.

So yeah, happy frigging rez day.

09
Nov
08

Sooner or later it had to happen

Sooner or later it had to happen

Untouched in Tempura

Ugliness…. it’s everywhere. I’ve been wearing an ebony skin since March of 2007 and during that time I’ve faced virtually no form of discrimination. Apart from a few stupid “sun tan” jokes from the husband of a former friend nothing has been said or done to me that even smacks of racism. Second Life is a very accepting place and individuality and diversity in appearance is embraced to the fullest. But, festering beneath the surface of any community lurks the insecurities of weak individuals. When a person is lacking in the ability to properly socialize and interact with others on a level playing field he/she lashes out. It’s as if they think that diminishing others elevates them. Sorry fella, you’re just digging a deeper hole for your self.

Last night I was DJing at Fibber Magee’s in Dublin when a noobish looking lad with a nearly empty profile approached the stage and addressed me in a rude manner. Apparently he had an issue with a black skinned female DJing at an Irish pub. I muted him right away. His arms were flailing away as he began to berate me and the crowd roared at once for him to be ejected. I un-muted him and looked at the chat log. Seems the dimwit threw the N-Word at me. I immediately filed an Abuse Report and called in help. The “insect” was quickly ejected and banned from the sim by the Dublin staff. I want to thank Cliona, Cher, Emmie and Smitty for their support. They work hard to ensure Dublin runs smoothly and their prompt actions are a reflection of their dedication and professionalism.

That being said, if this happened in a free fire zone I have a lot of friends who would come to my defense, AFTER I am done with you.
Go's with guns
Don't mess with Edloe

05
Nov
08

DJ GoSpeed @ The Clocktower in Edloe 5-7pm SLT

DJ GoSpeed @ The Clocktower in Edloe 5-7pm SLT

Goooo!!!!!!!!!!

Tonight I’ll visiting a variety of topics in my 2 hour set. My theme is about Open Spaces and the fact that many people will lose their homes regardless of this so called compromise that came out.

We start with love, then disillusionment, the loss of our homes, our communities, our anger and resignation to the unfairness of our petty leaders in this virtual world. I start at 5pm Sharp and my set will also be head on KONA Radio. Bring a friend!